Rainy Days and Mondays

First, the song lyric:

Talkin' to myself and feelin' old

Sometimes I'd like to quit

Nothing ever seems to fit

Hangin' around

Nothing to do but frown

Rainy days and Mondays always get me down.

What I've got they used to call the blues

Nothin' is really wrong

Feelin' like I don't belong

Walkin' around

Some kind of lonely clown

Rainy days and Mondays always get me down.

There are more verses but those are the important ones. Today is Monday, it's raining, I'm lonely and feeling down. I had a great idea for a layout, but with my camera broken, I couldn't take a picture for it. I searched the web but couldn't find any free pictures. Even the sites that advertise as being free, aren't. Aarrrrggghhh! Frustration! I'm one of those people that once I get something in my head I just won't be happy until I see it through. Giving up is the same as failing in my mind, and having been a failure most of my life, I will hang on to whatever way longer than I should.

I had Matty Dave here today. I get him tomorrow and Friday too. But I miss Joel. Never satisfied am I. I'm an "I want it all and I want it now" girl I guess.

Haven't heard from my Classmates friends in a few days. That's depressing. I don't know why it is, but it is. I found out that we're having a class reunion next October and by hook or by crook, I'm going to be there this time!

Yesterday was Kym's 27th birthday. Dana will be 26 in November. When did they get that old? Did I blink? These are my babies! They were just living with me a minute ago! Now I feel so old, they've passed the quarter century mark and I'm well past the half. Depressing.

I think it's time to go to bed. When i wake up, no more rainy days and Mondays......